Friday, March 12, 2010

I was reading about peoples opinions of whether or not to believe the Michael Jackson "death hoax." I am not sure what I believe, I would have a tendency to believe he would not have gone through such tremendous efforts to "run" so to speak or to put his family in a position of having to deal with this. Then again, I think that he was so tormented and taunted throughout his life that maybe he felt this to be the only escape. He was much older, more settled, a father with new more important things to do and a reason to live, if for no other reason but for the love he had for his children. If in fact the truth is that he is still alive and had felt the need to go to such lengths to escape, I wish him all the love and success in the world, I hope he finds the peace he searched for his entire life. My love for him has not changed, I loved him as a child, as a teen and so much more as an adult. I never thought for a moment he was guilty of anything immoral or illegal. And my feelings extend beyond the talent of the man, my feelings are for the heart of the man. May God Bless them all and bring them all peace, love and happiness.

Wednesday, October 14, 2009

Just wanted to express my deepest sympathy to Michael Jacksons family. We lost a great performer, but they lost something much more precious, the son, their brother, their uncle, their friend, but most important their father. I just feel so deeply that he was so lonely, never knowing if there was any one person that loved him, for who he was not for the fame and fortune that he had. He had something that I have never seen another performer possess, a genuinely pure heart, and a desire to make a better world for everyone. I would hope that his family gets the types of messages from time to time, so that they know that there are people who supported him and believed in him, and still do. I believe that in life he needed to be loved the way he loved, and he should have been, he deserved it and it's so sad that he was so gaurded that he couldn't allow anyone to get that close. We all saw the result of an unselfish act of love for a family and their dying child. After all he did for this family, they so foolishly allowed greed to cause the heart to harden and turn cold. I would love to send something to his family to let them know that while I am only one person, I speak for many that agree with me, Michaels music and dance gave him the edge he needed to be the "King of Pop" but it was his heart and the deepness of his eyes that made him a beautiful soul. I have seen many pictures of him and one in particular is of a side view, and he appears to staring out a window or something and I looked in his eyes and in that photo, he seemed so lost. It makes me wish that I could have met him and became the loyal friend he needed. I hope he is in peace now, and I hope that he finds that he is finding the love is was always looking for.